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2011-08-28T03:06:00.003+08:00

Omg la my blog got retarded T____________T

Such all these signs telling me to stop blogging.

No readers, friends also keep saying my blog boring, now my blog got retarded. Putting off my "flame" for blogging! Sad untillllllllllllllllllllllllllll :(

Sigh maybe I should just give up lah forget it this shit will never work.

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2011-08-25T02:06:00.006+08:00

I wanted to feel better. By talking to you, telling you and all.

I'm finally coming clean. It wasn't easy at all. And that's your response to it? Ah well. I should've known. Shouldn't even have told you about it. Then we might continue talking normally. Unlike now.

You made me feel worse.

It's just a small matter and it's already breaking me apart. How can I face that untouched part of me? I don't think anyone gets it. I don't think anyone will ever understand, how hard is it gonna be for me.

I'm scared.

Normal.

2011-08-24T01:30:00.011+08:00

Okay. I realized since I started blogging again, all my posts are.... Different. Now I shall blog like how I blogged normally, onz? :)

Let's start by............................

THIS.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Remember how I ALWAYS start my posts with a picture of myself? Such vain pleaseeeeeeeeeee! And I haven't changed. Not even, a single tiny bit. I'm still as vain! Or maybe even moreeeeeeeee! Part of the reason why I wanted to start blogging again is because.... Idk where else to upload my cam-whore photos. LOL! I'm actually... Not joking. I do have an album in Facebook which I named in "Of Narcissism and Randomness", but I realized I have too many cousins and relatives in Facebook. And the thought of my grand-uncles and grand-aunties viewing them is just........... Wrong. Shit. There are also many ~~stalkers~~ juniors or "friends" that I have no idea who they are. Ahh, I'm getting more and more paranoid. :/

Oh right, this should be a normal post.

Hi :D I've been having quite some mood-swings lately. Heh. Sometimes I'm damn happy I keep laughing and laughing and laughing for no reason, till people like Poh Kiat and Bing Bing said to me, "I wish I can be as happy as you". But sometimes I feel so... Down that I become anti-social, refuse to eat, talk and laugh till Wai Mun felt like slapping me. And sometimes I just get so damn pissed and start raginggggggggg over lil' things. Well sometimes the things aren't lil', but ye-ah. My point is.. Mood-swings!

Examples!

Angry times:

Yeah I was super mad because of my Chemistry Class Test 2. I WAS SERIOUS SHIT PISSED. I studied sho damn hard for it man. I skipped class the whole day just for the freaking test! The first few questions were okay, I mean, do-able lah. Then came the essay part. It was a tricky question! It took me super long to think think think and THINK and TADAA! I FINALLY KNEW THE ANSWER! But there was only 5 minutes left! So I quickly cancelled my first answer and started writing SUPER QUICKLY. I was halfway there and Ms Isabel said "Times up!" I continued writing but she stopped me! I mean like, I wouldn't be as mad if I didn't know the answer and got everything wrong. But the problem is,

I FEREHKENG KNOW THE ANSWER!

LIKE OHMYGOD LA I CAN FREAKING GET THAT 9 MARKS!

9 marks is alot, you know :( I was so pissed at myself. Why did I take so long to realize the tricky part of the question? :( :( :( I was so angry that I skipped Bio class. So guilty lah. I told Ms Stella that I have a "family emergency" and I had to leave. In the end I went to Asia Club with Wai Mun. Needed to play pool, to release stress. Lionel walked to me when we started playing. Wrong choice Lionel, wrong choice. I couldn't hold my anger and I started hitting him like crazy. Ahh pity him :/

Btw I got back my paper today. 37/50. Disappoint. Freaking disappoint. I could've gotten 40. Sighhhhhh.

Happy times:

Last Saturday, where I ate like mad and vomitted. LOL.

As I mentioned in the post that day, I ate lunch, rojak, chendol and bazaar food in 2 hours. But my food-bipolar didn't just end like that. After bazaar food, I rested a while and went for dinner. I kept eating and eating and eating and eating because the fried potato-flour-thingy tasted super good! Then I felt weird, went out and puked. Ahh, great lah. Just great. After puking I still ate till mama scolded me LOL. Aww, shoo sad.

No that's not the end of it. We went NSK Hypermarket after dinner. All the goods there are super cheap seriously! Even cheaper than Mydin! And I bought

NOMNOMNOMNOMNOMZ

Ahhhhh! Omgosh just by looking at this picture makes me SHOOOOOOOOOO HAPPEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! :D :D :D

Right, fatz. Uhhh.

NYEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

Saw this in NSK. My first reaction was taking a picture of it and send it to Wai Mun through WhatsApp. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I think I sent it to the group conversation with Wei Jane, Jane, Wai Mun and Samantha for like some 10 times. Just to annoy them. AND IT WORKED. :P

Hi, act cute pls! :O

Notice the resemblance between this and... The previous picture?

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

I noticed it too! In my iPhone, both the pictures were side-by-side. And I LOL-ed instantly when I see it. Heh :P

About sad times.............. Nah don't feel like going into that. Hee :)

Okay, time to sleep now. I have moralFREAKINGstudies test tomorrow. Another thing that pisses me off. Uhh. I angry right now dulanface! I HAVEN'T FINISH READING THE NOTES. Dai.

kthxbai:D

Colours ♥

2011-08-23T03:19:00.004+08:00

Heeeeeeeeeee. Made some minor changes (again) to my blog.

Looks more colourful and HAPPIER now!

WE HIT TURBULENCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-08-21T19:25:00.007+08:00

Attention passengers, this is your captain speaking.I regret to inform you, we might encounter...Some turbulence.So when it happens, put your hands up high, like you're in a roller coaster.Initiate emergency procedures.Up, up, up, up, up, up, upHigher,higher,higher,higher,

HIGHER,

HIGHER,

HIGHER,

HIGHERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR...

WE HIT TURBULENCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh gosh, so addicted. I hit the replay button 3456753123456712361234176371531726318273 times. SHO DAMN HIGH.

AAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

2011-08-21T17:50:00.007+08:00

STRESS. UNTIL. CANNOT. DY.

STRESS

DAU

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And guess what?!?!??! I'M EATING. AGAIN. M&MS CRISPY. YAY. FATZ. FATFATFATFATFAT.

I hate SAM :( I hate assignments :( I hate ATAR :(

T_____________________________________T

FOOD-BIPOLAR.

2011-08-20T17:01:00.004+08:00

Uncle Seng's wantan mee + char siew and additional fried wantan for lunch.

SS15 Rojak and chendol.

Bazaar. Lemang, karipap, satay, samosa and some kuih.

Ate all of that in just 2 hours. ~~Fat~~ full untilllllllllllllllllllllllllllll!

Omg la I'm gonna be sho damn fat :( :( :( My face is getting rounder and rounder! Shit! Sometimes I'm amazed by the amount of food I eat. Like seriously. When did I become such a.... Monster........? T_____________T But sometimes I can survive the whole day without eating anything! Omg la, I think I have binge eating disorder, except I don't purge, of course. I just... Overeat. It's kinda like food-bipolar. You know, bipolar is like, mood swing between mania and depression. In my case, I suddenly overeat and suddenly don't eat. I'll call it food-bipolar. Omg I think my lameness is just awesome HAHAHAHA.

I've been overeating lately. I don't know why! All my money spent on FOOD! Shit la, this is not me. SO NOT ME! I used to eat so little and spend the rest on SHOPPING! And now............. I spend most of my pocket money on food and drinks! The rest on... Pool -.- Heh I feel damn lifeless lo. Always pool pool pool. During my first sem I always thought those people in Asia Club are lifeless. Now I'm the one going there everyday. AND I'M THE FE-REH-KENG MAYOR OF ASIA CLUB IN FOURSQUARE. Lol max.

NEED.TO.CONTROL.MY.DIET!

Lalalalalala k enough ranting bai

:)

2011-08-20T03:14:00.005+08:00

It's funny how I get a lot of..

Are you okay? Reaaaaaaaaaally? Seriiiiiiiiiiiiously?

And stuffs like that despite how many times I've emphasized...

I'M OKAY.

Like, seriously, honestly, really okay.

Yeah sure it was quite a relationship. I mean, 2 and half years ain't short. And it's kinda like, not just something that can be described through.. Words. Nehnehnehnehnehnehneh.......... Omg I'm so out of words about it I was stuck for like 15 minutes -.-

MY POINT IS. I'm okay. More than okay. I'm fine. No, more than fine. I'm doing great. No regrets. Except the way it ended, considering how dramatic and... Bad it was.

Till now, I've been great. Living my life to the fullest. No commitment, no burden, no troubles. Just fun fun fun fun fun! :)

Yeah okay I know what's the most important part of this.

There's no other guy, okay? Nohhhh! Not seeing/dating/attached/attracted to anyone okay! Enough of guysguysguysguysguys! Stop all the match-making! NEED AIR OKAY. And I don't need a guy to live please! I'm not desperate! I'm not guy-dependent! I'M AN INDEPENDENT GIRL! Just me and my friends! Crazy friends from college and long lost friends from secondary school!

kneedsleepzciao.

Herrow, blogosphere! Missed me?

2011-08-18T21:07:00.005+08:00

So, my "feel" for blogging came back, FINALLY (again). Hehhh :P Made some minor changes here and there. Yeah it's kinda like a must-do every single time I "come back" to blogging. A not-so-dramatic-comeback? Hehehehehehhe omgosh I think I got lamer -__-

Anywaaaaaaaaay, I think I've spent a lil' too much time here today. All those minor changes take time, you know. I have Chemistry Class Test 2 tomorrow T_______T Sad, sad life. Ms Isabel was kind enough to give us a trial today, but I slept halfway and only answered 3 sub-questions. Omg la I'm so prepared to fail my CT2 :( :( :(

KTHXBAI.

OH WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAIT I HAVEN'T UPLOAD A MOST RECENT PICTURE OF MYSELF!

Not like you can't see from my header BUT MEHHHHHHHHHH I DON'T CARE IT'S A MUST.

This is me, 2 weeks ago, before going to Mist.

Right, I didn't mention that I club now... Heh I'll update on that soon :P

NAOBAI.

Maybe..?

2011-08-18T18:44:00.002+08:00

I miss blogging, alot.

♥

2011-03-09T15:44:00.006+08:00

Super happy today! :D :D

Firstly, I got 8/10 for research outline! It's considered good I guess? It doesn't carry any weightage, but it's gonna be sent to my parents! I guess that'll help me a little, my essay test yesterday was crap, uhh. ANYWAAAAAYYY...

Then came Chemistry Class Test 1! Was super kan cheong about it! Chemistry is like, forever the confusing one. It's like, you read, you understand, but when it comes to the questions, it'd be like, damn what the fuck is this? I even brought my notes back to my hometown, and I sacrificed my gambling time JUST to study. Ah I'm such a good girl. Okay I'm going off topic, but the main point is, IT WASN'T REALLY THAT HARD! MAJOR BURDEN RELEASEDDDD! Happyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy :D

Then I got back my Psychology essay, 20/20 WOOOOOOOOOOO WTFNESS. HAPPY MAX. THAT'S LIKE FREAKING FULL MARKS! Doesn't carry any weightage also lah, but still very happy! I don't even remember when was the last time I scored full marks for something. Gosh, HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY :D

3 bloody good things in 1 day! Of course there were some minor minor things that made me sad/angry but that was just the first part of my day. After that everything was good :D And now my main concern is...

Tomorrow. 2 freaking tests in a day. Psychology and Maths. And I haven't even started any revision or some shit. F much? Yeah. I'M AFRAID OF KARMA T__T What goes up, must come down! Fuck, I hope that's not true. Can I have 2 happy days in a row please please pleaseeeeeee?

Okay I should probably go get some rest, then STUDEYH!

Btw, SAM FIESTA TOMORROW! Hohoho perfect timing! Right after all my stupid tests :D Going Wai Mun's house after college to prepare for SAM Fiesta! Uh oh, I sense more sampatness! LOL it's gonna be fun! EXCITED!

College? No.

2011-03-01T23:59:00.003+08:00

College is just not as fun as I thought it would be.

Sure, it's fun that I don't have to wear uniform. It's fun that I can go to college with my hair down (and coloured). It's fun that I eat different food in different places everyday (although I've pretty much tried everything around). It's fun to have brand new friends (who are just as crazy as I am) who don't know anything about my ugly past. ... etc etc.

BUT, all the fun things that I've mentioned, it's not really fun anymore as time goes by. It's not fun anymore when I have to pick (or plan) what to wear EVERY SINGLE DAY. It's not fun anymore when I run out of hairstyles (thisisplainbullshit). It's not fun anymore when you've tried all the food around. It's not fun anymore when you get to know the ugly side of your new friends and vice versa.

It's not fun anymore when you have to pay attention to every class you're having. It's not fun that you can't skip class whenever you want. It's not fun that you can't go like, "oh I feel so lazy I think I don't wanna go to school". No, hell no. Your parents paid for every fucking second. You wanna sleep in class? Only if you can actually do it without feeling guilty. I slept in class twice, and I felt like shit. Oh what a filial child.

Homework everyday isn't really a big deal anymore, with tests and quizzes every single fucking week. SAM programme is really different, and it's killing me. I feel like giving up. I WANT to give up. But how can I do that? Is THIS really, what I want?

2011.

2011-01-01T21:54:00.004+08:00

I just had my first dinner in 2011, with a group of people that I love. A very very warm, homely, and of course, tasty dinner. Although it felt like I'm not even there, but it was good. It was really nice to see friends that I love talking and laughing about the silliest thing in the world. Not to forget the walk to the swimming pool TWICE. The guys doing their usual dumb stuffs, girls walking together having girl-talks. And lastly, of course, the swim :) Only 4 of us swam, but yeah it was good.

2011, isn't really that bad :)

"This feels like a very family-ish dinner."
"We are, a family."

Almost teared after hearing that, thanks ♥

:(

2010-12-21T01:20:00.005+08:00

I miss Annei.

I miss Justin.

I miss Shaun.

I miss Ken.

I miss Jian.

I miss Nick.

I miss Diane.

I miss Jit Qi.

I miss Chai.

I miss all the fun times we had in Penang :(

Change?

2010-12-17T23:35:00.009+08:00

First I dyed my hair,

then I got bangs.

Change! :D

Post-SPM life :D

2010-12-15T23:36:00.006+08:00

Okay, so turns out I'm too "busy" partying to update my blog (CHEH). Besides, I'm kinda lazy to take pictures. Blogging without pictures is kinda... Hard and boring. Sorry man :P

Sometimes I feel like sleeping is a bloody waste of time. Nah maybe not sometimes. I kinda feel that way all the time. I have soooooooooooooooo much to do in so miserably little time! Don't get me wrong, I still LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEE sleeping. But it's kinda taking too much of my enjoy-life-time T_T Why can't we have like 36 hours a day? Then I can sleep longer and enjoy life longer LOL.

So I made a list of "After-SPM-To-Do-List" before SPM. Kinda lazy to post it up here, but I'm quite proud to say that I've done 10 out of the 35. Hohoho! Sadly, I have only 1 month left to "party" before college. Ah, damn Jan-intake.

There I call that an update. It's probably lame and sucky, but whatever!

GOTTA STUDY MY KPP UNDANG THINGY NOW. Having test in 12 hours. Wish me luck. Byez.

Btw I dyed my hair HOHOHOHOHO but it's damn not obvious T_T

YEAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH BABEHHHHHHHHHHH

2010-12-09T17:09:00.003+08:00

SPM IS FREAKIN' OVERHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HELL YEAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

That means, I'M BACK TO BLOGGING :D

I promise I'll blog at least 3 times a week! :)

Okay gotta get ready for outing-with-the-accounts-gang :D

BYE!

Yuppify!

2010-10-15T13:46:00.011+08:00

Found that word in a dictionary, it means to improve a building or something. Hahaha! Super cool right, yuppify! No one liked that word except Justin :( YOU SUCKERS! Justin, we have the same thinking man! Like, Thailand/Singapore :D

Anyway, this is gonna be my last post till SPM is over. I'm serious. Seriously this time. Very very serious! SPM is in 39 days, 5+ weeks, 1+ month (omgomgomgomgomgomgomg). I screwed up trials and JPS, MUST NOT screw up SPM! So yeah, must have self-control. Might tweet, but not blog!

Kinda broke down in school when I got my Add Maths paper (don't ask, sucked). Annei consoled me, and made me a list, "Things That Don't Exist for 3 Months" (make it 2). 1st in the list is of course, TV. I'm a sucker for TV, especially Star World. I can watch it for 5 hours straight, and there goes my study time. BUT, not anymore! Annei says, "TV DOES NOT EXIST... EVER!" YES! MUST.STAY.AWAY. There are 11 other things in the list, and I MUST follow the list! Very very very very high self-control and discipline is required ._. Annei says, "When you're distracted, think of S-P-M!".

9A1B! YES, I CAN!!!

Shoot for the moon. Even if you miss, you'll land among the stars :)

Surat Aku Janji (wtc)

Dear ________,

I, Fong Zhen Ying, promise that I will work very very very very very hard for

SPM. I will study at least 5 hours everyday. I will obey Annei's list. I will not be

distracted, I will focus on SPM. I will ignore all irrelevant things & people. I will

not disappoint daddy, mummy, 2retardedbrothers, ANNEI, all friends &

relatives.

Love,

Zhen Ying ♥

Dear irrelevant things & people who ALWAYS distract me from SPM, you don't mean ANYTHING to me anymore. You're just... Air? Can't think of something. Anyway.

Dear s.h.'s who underestimate me, who think I'm gonna suck in SPM, who think I'm gonna end up being a garbage collector or a secretary that seduces my boss, who think I'm hopeless........... etc etc etc. I'm gonna show you who's the next top nutritionist! Or maybe some other professional in other fields.

Till then. Bye! :)

SPM?

2010-10-11T23:23:00.005+08:00

Whoever said that Accounts is a FREE A, gotohell -.-

I think I've said that before myself. Oh well. Had my last JPS paper today, accounts. And it was like shit, kanasai. I wasn't prepared for accounts 'cause I kinda self-declared trials over after Chem3 and started relaxing everyday. Last minute didn't help, leaks also didn't help. SUPER HARD LAH. Out of 5 questions, I can only do 2. Bye, A -.- Wasn't really happy and excited when Accounts2 ended eventhough I knew it means JPS ended too. Accounts2 ruined that exams-over-excitement lah.

But as I walked into canteen with Amanda and Ling, all that sadness went away. We were super excited about godlike fest! Hahaha! We stood at the drinks counter for like what 10 minutes to look for our godlike drink. Godlike fest @ Ling's house was super fun :D Ling asked her maid to cook the godlike mee and godlike soup. Then we made our godlike drink - Ribena+7Up. Super fail, didn't taste like the one Paul made during Hari Karnival at all. Then we watched How I Met Your Mother! I love Barney! :D Then we watched Vampires Suck. It wasn't nice at all -.- I don't really find it funny, maybe a BIT funny but it's not as funny as how the guys described. I'm not a huge fan of Twilight series, but I still don't find it funny. We watched like 15 minutes and it sucked so we changed back to StarWorld! 90210! :D Ordered McDonald's. 9 pieces nugget & 1 large McShaker fries. Then they went to tuition, I went home. It wasn't really happening, it was mostly just eating and eating and eating. But we laugh like crazy at anything, so ye-ah.

Now that I know straight A's is impossible, I regret really really badly, for not taking Chinese and giving up piano for SPM. I miss writing Chinese essays, Ming Ju Jing Hua and calligraphy. I miss writing Chinese essays the most, Chinese vocabs are like super unique? Ah I don't know. Now I can't read/write even simple Chinese words. My han yu ping ying sucks too. Sigh, what a disgrace. EMBARRASSING! As for piano, well yeah I'm not interested in piano anymore, but it feels like I've wasted 12 years of my life. Yes I've learnt piano for 12 years, since I was 4 years old. And I was only grade 7 last year. And again, EMBARRASSING!

SPM is like, next month. zomg. Not-ready-AT-ALL. Shit T_T And prom is like, end of this month. zomg. Haven't buy prom stuffs! T_T I think I'll just cross dress lah. Wear a tux with a fedora? Hahahaha okay maybe not. Of course not -.- Don't really feel like going prom anymore. What's the point anyway? We're just gonna sit there for some 5 hours watching band performances. Band, band, band, band, band. Oh, sounds like it's gonna be super fun. Sighs.

Dead tired. Slept at 3am, woke up at 7am and cracked my head for 5 freaking hours. I didn't get my afternoon nap today. Gonna turn in early tonight, if my brain and eyes let me. Hopefully.

Nights world! :)

FTW.

2010-10-10T00:47:00.006+08:00

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FTW == Serious shit pissed. I typed all of that, word by word for like 20 minutes I guess? Kinda worked. As I type I whisper it in my head. Feels kinda good.

Now I'm dizzy.

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2010-10-09T23:47:00.003+08:00

Somehow everything and everyone pisses me off today.

Adults, kids, people, my dog, facebook, MSN, twitter, phone, dinner, computer, tv, clothes, iTunes, iPod, CARNEY QUEK & DYLAN WONG, SPM, PMR, accounts, justin bieber, lady gaga...

EVERY SINGLE THING.

I guess it's almost that time of the month already. Dammit. By just thinking what I'm gonna go through in about 2-3 days pisses me off already -.-

Funny videos in Youtube doesn't help, singing and dancing like psycho doesn't help, NOTHING HELPS. I seriously think I needa download CS in my computer. Stabbing and shooting people with blood flying all over the place might help.

Now I just don't freaking understand guys. Okay maybe not ALL guys. Just Malaysian dudes around my age. When a girl is smart, guys would say smart girls turn them off because they're so smart it makes the guys look stupid. But when a girl is stupid, guys call them dumb blonde and insult them and make fun of them. When a girl is flat, they call them names insult them laugh at them in a big group. But when a girl has enormous boobs, they'll ALSO call them names and insult them. When a girl dates a younger guy, guys call the girl cheap, pedophile and what not. When a guy dates an older girl, guys think that dude is cool, yeng, "pro". They think they're funny but they're just.....

ANNOYING, SELF-CENTERED, NARCISSISTIC, EGO, STUPID, BRAINLESS AND OVERRATED!!

... I can go on and on and on and on and on but I realize it's just stupid and immature and pointless == I just wanna vent my anger somewhere. Besides talking about that issue makes me think about those morons around me. Pisses me off even more. They're just so overrated -.-

Not in a good mood. Unless you're kind enough to care and wanna make me feel better, just stay away and leave me alone.

Happy :D

2010-10-08T00:50:00.004+08:00

I just ate 1 Spicy Chicken McDeluxe, 1 large fries with Spicy McShaker and 1 large coke! Fuuuuh, 101% satisfaction!!

I'm a happy girl!!! :D

Haven't been laughing with my mum like that for a while already. Was usually very quiet/hot tempered due to lack of sleep and stress. Sometimes I even yell a bit at her :/

Haven't been so full up since trials started. Haven't been eating proper meals too. I skipped at least 2 meals everyday ._. Now I feel like the Spicy Chicken McDeluxe and fries and coke have made it up! :D

Haven't drank carbonated drinks since duckknowswhen. I know it's unhealthy, especially to me. Usually I'll be gasping for air after drinking coke. I kinda am breathing heavily now, but I feel good :D

Haven't been THIS satisfied since whenever. Didn't feel a tad bit of misery/sadness/loneliness/anger/yadda yadda. First time in duckknowswhentoo.

Okay I don't know why duck, but, yeah.

I guess what I'm trying to say is, I'm really really really really happy today. For sooooo many different reasons :)

McDonald's is ♥

wang, too, twee, phoor, phive....

2010-10-06T15:12:00.008+08:00

Hi :)

Blogging with numbers because I'm too lazy to write an essay about everything heh.

PMR is ending in 4 days! Which means... SPM's next ): I hate how all the form3s are talking about how easy their exams were and how all the A's are in their hands already. Damn it.

I always shout "I HATE YOU ALL FORM3S!" from 5F every morning when I'm standing at the corridor. I kinda like 5F class. It's so near to the entrance, tapak perhimpunan and canteen. Except the toilet, it's like 1000 km away. But the scenery from the corridor is super nice. I didn't realize how pretty our school is till today.

Trials so far... Was okay, I guess. I try not to take leaks, except for some Paper3s. But it's kinda hard not to know what's coming out when everyone's reading/talking about the same thing. And when people send me the leaks, yeah I delete it right away, but of course I'll TER-see some right.

Anyway, was super happy after Physics1and2, because I can do most of the questions! I guess it was kinda easy? I mean, if a Physics-sucker (like myself) can do, it must be kinda easy.

Dylan just told me PMR Sejarah was as easy as heaven. I don't see the relation between easy and heaven but, I'm jealous. Very. Seems like this year's PMR is like, piece of cake. On the bright side, he praised me, "hen mei girl". HAHAHAHAHAHAHA :P

DylanW 딜란 says:
*sej wrong 3 only dam happy although so many people wrong 2 only
*-.-

Wuu you -.-

Trials is over for most of the form5s already. But I still have Accounts next monday. MUST GET AT LEAST 80. A! Imma hardcore Accounts tomorrow, Saturday and Sunday! Hello, A :)

To all suckers (like Annei), don't be so happy that you finished your trials today! In the real SPM, EST is like, 1 week LATER than Accounts! SUCKERSSSSSSSSSSS!

I'm running out of words. Seems like I'm gonna kill my blog again. Cos I really don't have anything to blog about -.- Off to bed. Bye!

F.

2010-10-02T00:25:00.010+08:00

MORON MORON MORON MORON MORON MORON MORON MORON MORON

IDIOT IDIOT IDIOT IDIOT IDIOT IDIOT IDIOT IDIOT IDIOT IDIOT IDIOT IDIOT

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Freaking pissed. You, you bloody ass-shit-hole. You just made me curse. And I've stopped using vulgarities for about 1 month already. Okay maybe not stop, but I hardly ever curse anymore. Thanks to you, I've just spat profanities. All kinds that I've ever known. For 10 minutes. Damn you.

Oh right of course I'm not offended. Why would I be? .|.

Bio!

2010-10-01T05:20:00.004+08:00

Hi all.

IT'S 5.20 AM AND I'M AWAKEEEEEEEE!

For Bio x)

:(

2010-09-30T14:34:00.005+08:00

Add math sucks! :(

Now I feel like crying :(

Differentiation, Integration & Trigo

2010-09-30T00:10:00.007+08:00

My first picture after reviving my blog (not a nice one tho) :

The nerdy-sleepy face.

Hi all, I'm taking a 30minutes break after doing 3 hours of add maths.

Can't believe I sat there for 3 hours, facing THESE.

Good news is, I finally know trigo now! Not very pro lah, but at least I know what's happening. Before this, I've never touched trigo == == Still suck in differentiation and integration tho, sigh.

Okay I shall stop all the add-math-talk. I should probably use my remaining 10 minutes to relax with youtube. CIAO.

Tweet tweet!

2010-09-25T13:11:00.004+08:00

Hi all, just wanna say............

I NOW HAVE TWITTERRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA :D

But I'm still a noob because twitter very very very very very confusing ==

http://twitter.com/zyawesome

Go follow me, okay! :D

Such a weird time to be so "active" right. Ah, Pra SPM :/

Misery, Loneliness, Sadness.

2010-09-25T01:01:00.003+08:00

I wonder if anyone has felt this way before, all 3 together, or maybe more.

I wonder if anyone has cried this bad before, for nights, weeks.

Pain.

Freddy Rodriguez!

2010-09-24T16:55:00.002+08:00

a.k.a.

Gio in Ugly Betty!

Zomg he's sooooooooooo CUTEEEE, sweet, funny and yadda yadda omg!

"I don't wanna be the rebound guy. I wanna be, the guy."

My heart stopped when I heard that, wow!

OMG OKAY I'M FAT AND UGLY GIMME A GIO PLEASE!

WASSUPPPPPPP

2010-09-24T15:08:00.002+08:00

Hi, please ignore my retarded title because I can't think of a decent title. I've tried YOYOYO, Hello, hi ulcer yadda yadda.......... WASSUPPPPPPP sounds cool, I guess.

I was supposed to post this up yesterday, but...

I NOW OFFICIALLY HATE ALL STANDARD 6s

oh-zero-oh all of you == == ==

Well not like I know any standard6s. In about 2 weeks time I'll hate all form3s and I'll oh-zero-oh all form3s. *Hi Dylan, hi Kenneth :)

I'm tired of exams. During English paper today, I sorta gave up because I'm so sick exams already. Damn, I must not feel this way. I screwed up the previous trials, now I must ace this bloody JPS trials. COME ONNNNN!

I have 2 ulcers. 1 on my tongue, the other one under my tongue. Came home seeing a packet of potato bun and milo on the dining table. Oh my mum loves me :D Drinking the milo now, and my ulcers hurt shit. Damn it. I hate how they hurt when I eat/drink because I'm starving T___T I had 2 ulcers during the previous trials, then healed, then had ANOTHER 3 after few days. Now I'm having 2. Stupid ulcers.

Ugly Betty now. BYE!

I'm back! :D

2010-09-22T14:16:00.004+08:00

(this time for real k :P)

YOYOYO WASSUP :D

Hi, I'm officially back to blogosphere (like atmosphere wtc). I know you might be thinking I'm gonna blog again and then stop again soon, but NOH! This time I'm reaaaaaalllyyyyyyyyyy backkk! :D I wanted to blog again in the 2 weeks holidays (due to extreme boredom) but my photoshop wasn't working. Today it's working again! So I quickly made a simple header and there! I "revived" my blog :P

I really like my new blogskin. All white, simple and nice! And again, I hid all my posts, except the IR one (because it reminds me of that very wonderful day). I won't be able to blog everyday because you know why - trials. And SPM is in 63 days. Zomg okay let's not elaborate further. Don't expect many updates till after SPM lah, okay? Imma make a list of "Things to do after SPM". Hohoho, it's gonna be EPIC. For now, I'll have to make a list of "Things to do NOW". Which is...

STUDYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

With that, kthxbai :P

P/s: I love my retarded header :P

P/s/s: I feel like I'm talking to myself. Does anyone still read my blog? :/

IR BTS.

2010-04-26T11:54:00.007+08:00

IR - Behind the Scenes.
(not really a BTS, but something lidat lah)
No pictures in this post, sorry.
Will upload the pictures in facebook!

*It's gonna be quite boring, becos they're things that I did and felt.

24th April, the day before IR night.

Onlined at 11pm.
Checked the dance songs.
Sent Leon the dancefloor songlist.
Checked the BOD's video.
And did some other last minute preparations.

Offlined at 1am.
Packed stuffs.
Dress, blazer, towel, makeup kit, contact lens, clutch, IR checklist, money, thumbdrive, heels, flats....
Oh shit, where's my camera?
Oh there it is, NO BATTERY! *dies.
Tried to look for battery charger.
No sign of it.
"Ah, screw it."
Checked my packed stuffs again.
Washed up at 2am.
230am, couldn't sleep.
"Shit, must sleep. I must be a pretty president tomorrow!"
3am, still couldn't sleep.
After a while, slept.

25th April, IT'S THE DAY.

Woke up at 7am without the alarm.
"1 hour of sleep more, NOW SLEEP!"
BUT, can't sleep -___-
8am, alarm rang.
Woke up and took a shower.
Checked my packed stuffs.
Found the camera battery charger.
"No time to charge, AH!"
Put charger into my bag.
Went downstairs, no food.
Waited a while, Jean came.

Hello, Holiday Villa.
Hello, Classics Ballroom.
Hello, Timothy, Jun Yi, Kok Hong, Zhi Lin, Chloe, Leon.
Took stuffs to backstage.
OMG so dirty!
Went on stage.
SUPERRRRRR NICE BACKDROP!
The devil super super cuteeee!
SHIT, where is "Leo Club of SMK Seafield?????"
Called Jean.
Asked the person in charge.
"Sorry, our artist is off today."
Ah, nvm. Put our banner there will do.
Stared at the tables and chairs.
OMG WHY NOT 4 PER ROW, BUT 6?
Checked Chloe's floor plan.
Die, must change everything.
It was nice tho.
Half of the tables and chairs were decorated with RED ribbons (hell).
And the other was decorated with BLUE ribbons (heaven).

Xi Yuin came with the drums.
Went out and took the drums in.
Shane came.
Practiced our dance.
Kai Weng came.
Amanda came.
With Starbucks coffee and bun.
*I'm so hungry!
Amanda took out a packet of Famous Amos cookies.
YAYYYYYYYYY!
*Went toilet, took our retainers, washed retainers, went back in.
There was only half left -____-
Ate 4-5 cookies.
Practiced dance again.
Paul "I haven't learn modern dance!"
Practiced modern dance.
Iforgotwho "I forgot the formation of modern dance."
*Shit, I also forgot d.
Rearranged!
Okay, now practice!
"EH, BOD intro how?"
Explained to them, rehearsed once without the song.

10am.
PA not here yet.
"Amanda, PA leh?"
"I dunno. I call them now."
"On the way d."
Took the table numbers from the Holiday Villa guy.
Put the numbers on the tables.
Chloe took out the booklets.
"I saved 20 for BODs already."
Put the booklets on the tables.

1030am.
PA still not here yet.
Amanda called.
Again, on the way.
Took out my tattoos (from Shing Yin).
Cut out and gave the girls 1 each.
Such vain BODs I have xD

1100am.
PA came.
Waited for the PA people to set up.
Brotherhood came.
"Sorry, can't let you guys in yet."
Other performers came.
PA not set yet.
Amanda came to me.
"No amps. The amps listed in the quotation are other types of amps."
*Dies.
Amanda called the person in charge.
"300 bucks per amp."
WHAAAAAATTTTTTTTTTT?!?!?!?!?!
WE NEED 3 AMPS, SO IT'LL BE 900?!?!?!?!?!??!
No choice, pay lah.
"They bringing the amps now. Bands rehearse later lah."
Shit, extra 900 bucks.
Tahan, can't cry in front of performers.
Went backstage, some BODs were inside.
Tahan, tahan, tahan...
Can't tahan.
Broke down.
Couldn't stop crying.
Shane came.
Still crying.
Stopped crying.
Went out and settled some things.
Apologized to performers for delaying the rehearsal.
Felt so guilty.

12pm.
Time to bath, dress up and get ready.
"Bryan, bring your guys to the club and bath!"
"Chloe, Jean, go to the room and get ready now!"
And they went.
"Pei Zhen, you go also lah! Faster k!"
Amanda came to me.
"Zhen Ying, go bath now. Later helpers come, you have to brief them."
Went backstage and took my stuffs.
Amanda came to me again.
"I also have to get ready now."
She went backstage and took her stuffs.
Went to receptionist.
"Room 528."
He showed us the direction to the lift.

1230pm.
Went to the room.
The 3 girls done bathing.
But they need the toilet to makeup.
How to bath?
Ah, got it.
Took the hotel towel and hang it on the glass door.
Can't see me now!
Hahaha :D
Took a quick shower.
Went out in lingeries.
(Don't laugh, we ALL did that okay! Not only me!)
Took my dress, went in the cupboard and wore my dress.
Took my tattoos.
Had 3 tattoos on me LOL.
"OI U 3! 1245 D! GO DOWN NOW!"
Pei Zhen went down.
Took my makeup kit and went into the toilet.
Jean went down.
Zhi Lin came up.
*moisturising cream, make up powder, eyeliner, eyelashes curler, mascara.
Borrowed blusher, lip gloss and eyeshadow from Amanda.
Chloe went down.
Xi Yuin & Jun Yi came up.
Was almost done.
"Jun Yiiiiiiiiiiii, I pretty anottttttt?"
"Pretty, pretty."
Amanda overheard, and shouted.
"ME LEH ME LEHHHHHHHHH!"
"Pretty, pretty."
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA.
Pres and VP, beh tahan!
Took my halo from Amanda.
Put on halo.
Everyone in the room started laughing -____-

1pm.
Tzi Ying came up.
Shane called.
"Security reach d. Come down brief them."
"Not done yet. 10 more mins!"
Packed my stuffs.
Top, shorts, makeup kit, towel all over the place.
Carlos came up.
"Why are you here?? It's the girl's room!"
Bryan "I can't bring him into the club already."
Shouted into the room, "everyone wearing dress d right?"
"Okay Carlos, you may come in now."
"If you see any lingeries on the floor, please ignore."
Packed my stuffs.
Went down.
WOW, ushers, registrations, securities, all here.
Put my stuffs in backstage.
Went out and briefed the securities.

130pm.
Performers rehearsal started.
Checked things.
Non performers came in.
Started shouting.
Checked more things.
Took out my IR checklist.
And checked even more things.
Many not done!
Frustrated.
Shouted at people again.

200pm.
Amps finally here.
Bands rehearsed.
Omg why are they taking such a long time?
NO TIME EDI!
Went around and checked things again.
*Shit, did I miss out anything?
Checked things again and again and again.
(Yes I'm very very paranoid)
OMG why bands rehearse so long one!
Went backstage.
WHY IS EVERYONE IN THE BACKSTAGE?!?!??!
ONLY BODs ARE ALLOWED IN BACKSTAGE!!!
Started shouting again.

3pm.
Bands still rehearsing.
Was fuming.
Rushed the bands.
Went out of the hall.
Many people here d.
Went back in.
Rushed the bands again.

330pm.
BOD's rehearsal.
Jean called.
"Come out now. Lions are here."
Went out.
Talked to the lions, brought them to VIP room.
Asked Jun Kang to help me with the lions.
Apologized to lions.
Went back hall.
Did 21 guns first.
Not that bad.
Except I kept laughing when Gustine sang xD
Did the whole opening act with the emcees.
Halo dance.
Made some mistakes.
Paso dance.
"MORE ENERGY DAMMIT!"
Modern dance.
Omg blur blur blur.
BOD intro.
Blur blur blur.
Explained 1 last time to the BODs again.

4pm.
Half an hour behind the agenda.
Opened the door for the guests to come in.
WAIT. No chop, no doorgifts!
Where's Bryan Loh?
Shouted from the entrance to the backstage.
"BRYAN LOHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! COME OUT NOW!"
Was super frustrated.
Started shouting at everything.
Saw Pn. Sujatha.
She was waiting for Pn. Wang.
Oh gosh, where's Pn. Wang?
Went in VIP room.
Talked to the lions for a while.
Got a phone call, I was needed in the hall.
Called Timothy to the VIP room.
Went back in the hall.
Almost everyone was inside already.
Told Amanda and emcees 420 start.
Everything was a mess.
Changed my speech.
Told all BOD to get ready for Opening Act.
Went out, saw Registration people still outside.
Told them to go in.
Late comers?
Ask them to wait.
Their problem for coming so late ==
Yes, was very angry.
Because we're half an hour late!
Wore my blazer.
Called Amanda.
Went in VIP room.
Emcees started their act at 420.

430pm.
Brought the VIPs to the hall.
Gave a signal to the emcees.
Escorted the VIPs to their table.
Ran to backstage.
Took out my blazer and my halo.
Light show, BOD's video.
Shit, video was damn embarrassing.
Oh SHIT! Video ending d!
Omgosh it's time!!!!!!!!
Went on stage.
Lied down.
Spotlights on.
*Shit. Start d. OMG. Close eyes! Focus!
Stood up late.
Ah, just do the dance!
Can't see a thing.
Spotlight was sooooooooooo bright.
Finished our dance.
Leon and Amanda's turn.
Woo! Great performance!
Leon was soooooooooooooo into the dance!
Paso's turn.
Fuuh!
All the red hot chicks!
Bryan and Ling's ending pose.
OMG is Bryan trying to rape Ling?
Ah! Modern Dance!
Crap, I forgot and wore my heels.
Nearly tripped and fell.
Forgot dance moves.
Shit.
Squatted and went backstage.
BOD INTRO!
Everyone was running around searching for their heels, and went to their position.
Amanda and Timothy went out as OC and AOC.
Then the BOD intro starts.
Asst. Membership Director, Leo Loo Jun Yi.
Asst. School Services Director, Leo Lim Kok Hong.
Asst. Social Services Director, Leo Timothy Tan. (wanted to slap him for his pose LOL)
Tamer, Leo Shane Lim.
PR Director, Leo Wong Pei Zhen.
Fundraising Director, Leo Paul Low.
IT Director, Leo Tay Zhi Lin. (omg why same pose as Pei Zhen one!)
Health Services Director, Leo Leon Wee.
Environmental Services Director, Leo Chloe Chai.
Membership Director, Leo Bryan Loh.
School Services Director, Leo Augustine Tan. (Shift into turbo! hahahha so cute!)
Treasurer, Leo Jean Chu.
Secretary, Leo Ling Xi Yuin.
Vice President, Leo Amanda Cheah.
Then it was my turn.
Super very the kan cheong.
In case I tripped and fell.
Walked to the middle, posed, walked to the front.
Wanted to do my lala pose.
Sze Jie and Annei gave me a rose.
So I blew a kiss to them instead.
10th year club ceremony.
Super messy!
Securities pun super messy!
Thanks to Guo Zhi and Wee Ren.
They volunteered to do it 1 hour.
*Who didn't do their job huh huh huh?!
POST MORTEM U DIE! xD

500pm.
Performance 1.
Str8 4wrd!!!!!!!!!!
Shouted like crap.
"FAAAAAAAAAAAAAAATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!"
Not sure if he heard it tho.
Went backstage.
JitQi and Tarrence next!
Wished JitQi good luck.
Amanda "go sit table 3. very empty."
So few BODs and I went table 3.
Drank orange juice.
Went to look for my date (haha).
Talked a while.
Amanda called.
Went backstage.
Did some EC stuffs.
Leg cao kan.
Fell down.
Hurt soooo badly.
Paul massaged for me, haha!
Continued doing EC stuffs.
Games.
Gustine did it.
Lucky Draw.
Escorted Lion Alan to the stage.
Was wearing slippers wtf.

Performance 2.
Agenda changed 99.
This came late, that came early.
This needa go d, that later nee can come.
Omgosh.
Super confusing.
Ran up and down to look for performers.
During Vanity Riot, ran up and down again to look for BODs.
After La Bella, BOD performance.
21 Guns!
OMG super kan cheong.
What if I go out of tune? MALU LAH!
The girls were first.
Woo, beautifully done.
Then the guys.
HAHAHA laughed like crazy xD
Bridge, Amanda did it first.
My turn.
Walked out while I sing, EH WHERE AMANDA GOING?
She should stand there till I finish singing then go back together!
Ah nvm, sing only lah.
Yes, no out of tune.
Then Ling and Jean.
Hahahaha Ling so cute xD
Then all of us ran out and sing the chorus together.
Woo!
It was all good.
Went backstage.
Everyone was cheering like mad.
ALL OUR PERFORMANCES DONE!
Yeahhh!

7pm.
Dinner time.
Omg we're 1 hour late.
Dinner cannot 1 hour d!
45 mins lah!
Ran up and down.
People took food and came in.
OMG the smell!
Stomach made noise!
I DIDN'T EVEN HAD MY BREAKFAST!
Yes, from 9pm the night before till 7pm.
22 hours without food, except 5 cookies.
But there were so many people outside.
Had stuffs to do too.
Was super super super super hungry.
Went backstage.
Amanda said we needa pay extra 450 for VIP table.
GG. Stress.
Went out and looked for Jean.
Then they said we don't needa pay.
So went down the hall again.
Ah the smell of the food!
Made me even hungrier.
Texted Zen Wei.
He took food for me!
Did his job as a date quite well :D
Ate at his table.
All form4s.
They kept talking and laughing.
Didn't understand what were they talking.
Ignored them, concentrate on the food.

745pm.
Told Carlos and Tzi Ying to start the event.
RUNNING OUT OF TIME!
But everyone was busy taking pictures, talking and all that.
Shouted at the BODs.
Went down and asked everyone to settle down.
No one was listening.
Called Leon to call Kai Weng to dim lights.
Lights dimmed.
Finally the crowd sat down.
Games time.
Annei drank that thing!
Ewwww bet it was bad.
Lucky Draw.
Escorted Pn Sujatha.
Gave out prizes.
Performance 3 starts.
Da Bleepz!
Woo super chun performance.
Then Missing Kenneth!
Ahhhh loveeeeeeeee it!
Hey Soul Sister!
Sang along and shouted for Nick.

830pm.
Best Dressed.
Told all BOD to go down and grab people to stage.
Only hell people dressed up.
Heaven? None -___-
Carlos asked me what are they doing?
Bryan said Macarena.
But wasn't sure if Leon put that song in his thumbdrive.
"Just make them dance. I'll talk to the PA."
Talked to the PA.
Asked them to play a song for them to dance.
Then Leon came to me.
He did put Macarena into his thumbdrive.
YES!
He went and told the PA again.
SHIT, cau kan and fell down again!
Sat at the side of the stage.
Nobody knows Macarena.
Carlos called Gustine.
He did a demo.
Hahaha Gustine was super cute lah!
Couple by couple they did the dance.
In the end the CHAIs won!
Shing Yin, happy anot?
Grand Prize.
It was a HUGEEEEEEE jar of Famous Amos cookies.
Dammit! I want!
Souvenirs.
Dianeeeeeeeeee! :D
Then, our choreographer, CHAI!
Then, Seng Kiat!

850pm.
Closing Act!
BROTHERHOOD FEAT S.P.
Woo.
Highlight of the day.
Shouted like crazy for Annei, Shaun, Ken and Justin.
Everyone went crazy.
Everyone was cheering and shouting and laughing.

900pm.
DANCEFLOORRRRRRRRRRRR!
Slow songs first.
Was super afraid no one would go out and dance for slow songs!
Looked for Chai and Sze Jie.
They went out.
Then many couples went out.
Awww! Soooooooo shweeeeeeeeeeet!
Sat down with Eugene and talked about some stuffs.
Then, ZEN WEI TO THE RESCUE!
Danced a while with Zen Wei, then kept switching partners.
Sze Jie, Chai, Zach, Ke Wei, John, Amanda, Jon...........
Slow dancing was fun! :D
Then it was the CHUN dancefloor!
Initial plan was dancefloor till 930pm.
But Amanda was so high, she said "10pm!"
So we danced and jumped and sang and shouted.
WOO!
Saw some people on stage, when they're not supposed to be there.
But was enjoying the dancefloor.
Can't be bothered.
Ignored the people on stage.
Danced with Chai, Diane, Xhee Kee, Pei Zhen, Kelvin, Zhi Lin, Dylan, Kenneth, Zen Wei, Amanda, and alottttttttttt more!
Danced, jumped, sang, shouted.
Super tired after that.
Took pictures with many.
Wee Jui came and gave me a bouquet of flowers! ♥♥♥♥♥
Packed stuffs.
Went home with Gustine.

1130pm.
Changed into PJs.
Removed make up.
Washed up.
Took tired to unpack my stuffs.
Just died on my bed.

26th April, the next day after IR.
Mum woke me up at 7.
Was so tired, couldn't even open my eyes.
"Mummy, I don't wanna go...."
I think she asked me some stuffs after that, but I slept.
Woke up at 11am.
Onlined.
Nobody onlined!
Means everyone went to school!
Except me =P
And so I blogged.
:)

BODs, we made it! I'm sorry for shouting at you guys the whole time before the event started. Really really sorry.

Leo members who helped, THANK YOU SO SO SO SO SO MUCH! Without you guys, we can't make it either =)

Everyone who went, thanks for your support =)

Callie & Rushan who can't make it, thanks for the texts and wish and support!

Chai, thanks for spending your precious time, choreographing the dance for us.

Queen, Adrian & Adriel, thanks for teaching us!

Chai, Annei, Sze Jie, Charles, Wee Jui & friends, thanks for the roses ♥

Zen Wei, thanks for being an awesome date!

Everyone else, that I missed out. Thanks and sorry!

IR is over.
All my effort, time and everything.
Worth every second.
I wish I could go back to 25th April 2010, 8 in the morning, and start all over again.
I miss IR.
I miss the preparations of IR.
I miss our dance practice sessions.
I miss our singing sessions.
I miss every single thing of IR.
Leo ♥